Today, I feel uneasy.  Anxious.  Uncertain of many things.  Debating whether some of the plans and ideas I have are what I want to do.  If they are what any of us want to do.  What if we are just fooling ourselves?

I don’t really have an explanation.  All I know is that I have these conflicting thoughts and feelings inside me, and I want to do them all, but perhaps not to the level I thought?  Perhaps there needs a revisiting of ideals and goals.  Perhaps I’m reacting to silent messages I’m getting - or perhaps I’m overreacting and seeing something that isn’t there, or rather not seeing something that is there?

First, there is this:

http://www.treehugger.com/files/2007/07/last_week_i_spe.php

A little write up about fasting that I thought was kind of cool.  I really thought I’d be the last person to be into fasting, but

Second, there is this:

http://blog.penelopetrunk.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/07/deloitte-generations.pdf

Apparently, Deloitte is in touch with the fact that the generations are different, and how we are different.  And how they will have to change to fit those differences.

Third, 

http://www.treehugger.com/files/2007/07/diy_more_fused.php

and

http://etsylabs.blogspot.com/2007/05/long-overdue-fusing-plastic-bag.html

This just seems pretty darn cool.  Now the problems reside in - I don’t get enough plastic bags anymore to fuse (I don’t shop at stores with plastic bags much anymore!) and I don’t have time!