Today, I feel uneasy.  Anxious.  Uncertain of many things.  Debating whether some of the plans and ideas I have are what I want to do.  If they are what any of us want to do.  What if we are just fooling ourselves?

I don’t really have an explanation.  All I know is that I have these conflicting thoughts and feelings inside me, and I want to do them all, but perhaps not to the level I thought?  Perhaps there needs a revisiting of ideals and goals.  Perhaps I’m reacting to silent messages I’m getting - or perhaps I’m overreacting and seeing something that isn’t there, or rather not seeing something that is there?